Daily Reality

October already. Time is passing and the pain seems to get more difficult to bear rather than easier. The silence with not having Bryn around is deafening. I'm back at work again after two weeks off but little has changed. It all seems so meaningless now, like we're just going through the motions of doing pointless tasks. I was advised to take more time off but I can't see anything changing with another week, month, year off. This is our new daily reality. Our new lifetime.